MR. HAIRLOCS HOME'S NOTES, january, 25th, 1934
number 11,159 note
For a long space of time, I thought there was a group of people or the devil controlling all of our steps. One purpose, one plan, one coordination, one order. But, how was my surprise when, pathetic, I could see that, fortunately, this never existed. Well... about... devil... maybe I am wrong, but, I am completely sure that he doesn't play all that.
I, sorrowful, could see how much human being is - without any devil or organization prepared to control us - liers and all the time pretend they are other person and take the place of this person.
When I saw how much people lie and stole the other person's place I could understand that with not coordination, not knowing each other, without a global plan of attack or organization, this mass of stupids and selfish act and play, lie and stole, hurt and make cry, by their ownselves, forming (without knowing) a leviathan that lead us to so sad places in History...
One by one trying to cheating more, stealing more, the other person's place and personality, pretending they are the other one, but all them very blinded to what they are really doing and wich are the consequences on that one who they say love or on all world.
And they only repeat to themselves, while abuses are running: "He can't be happy while I am a loser here."; "Or he is mine, or doesn't be with anyone"; "Now I will make him feel all that envy I always felt about him.".
When I could see clearly all that, I understood: there is no devil, organizations or conspiracies between us and our world happiness, there is only a mass of stupid and selfish people cheating all the time. That have no idea how their too little lies can destroy the world and innocent people. Quite simple!
I found my answears nothing can disturbing me so much, and my sadness is only sadness, and after all, better moments will come in by a way or by another quite different.
And trying to help Nana I learn to don't expect from people what they are unable to give you.
Hilde Camargo - 11.04.2013
For a long space of time, I thought there was a group of people or the devil controlling all of our steps. One purpose, one plan, one coordination, one order. But, how was my surprise when, pathetic, I could see that, fortunately, this never existed. Well... about... devil... maybe I am wrong, but, I am completely sure that he doesn't play all that.
I, sorrowful, could see how much human being is - without any devil or organization prepared to control us - liers and all the time pretend they are other person and take the place of this person.
When I saw how much people lie and stole the other person's place I could understand that with not coordination, not knowing each other, without a global plan of attack or organization, this mass of stupids and selfish act and play, lie and stole, hurt and make cry, by their ownselves, forming (without knowing) a leviathan that lead us to so sad places in History...
One by one trying to cheating more, stealing more, the other person's place and personality, pretending they are the other one, but all them very blinded to what they are really doing and wich are the consequences on that one who they say love or on all world.
And they only repeat to themselves, while abuses are running: "He can't be happy while I am a loser here."; "Or he is mine, or doesn't be with anyone"; "Now I will make him feel all that envy I always felt about him.".
When I could see clearly all that, I understood: there is no devil, organizations or conspiracies between us and our world happiness, there is only a mass of stupid and selfish people cheating all the time. That have no idea how their too little lies can destroy the world and innocent people. Quite simple!
I found my answears nothing can disturbing me so much, and my sadness is only sadness, and after all, better moments will come in by a way or by another quite different.
And trying to help Nana I learn to don't expect from people what they are unable to give you.
Hilde Camargo - 11.04.2013
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